RePost: Family Letter (Part 2!)

(The next letter from my family in a thrilling installment!)

The letter was in response to what you wrote on your blog about what you learned as a child. When you was beating up your parents and family with words. But of course you can’t do any wrong and I can’t do any right. I believe that because you keep telling me. As you said in this email it is all my fault. Your mom is the same. It is all my fault. You and I had the same experience but in opposite direction My mother did not want me to be a success and I did. so she tried every thing to cause me to fail in my live by drilling me down with opinions and ridicule and taking over events in my life. Your mother did not want you to be a success either but neither did you so she reinforced your desire buy letting you dig your own hole. The Whole intent from the two women was they wanted to be needed. As long as they could keep there sons at bay they could feel needed. I did not realize the extent damage done until 5 years after grandma died and I abandoned your mother. I am now free from the abuse. I found my self avoiding people who would be an asset and hanging with losers. Avoiding wonderful women who came into my life because I believed I did not deserve them and chasing sluts instead. I know that is true because mom said so. I settled for shitty jobs because I believed I did not have the talent to deserve any thing over the min wage. I had that drilled into my head too. I could talk on and on. I think you see what I am trying to say

Next subject: this year has been a dry one for me I had to drain my retirement saving to pay some bills. The gutter business is dead for now I don’t expect it to pick up for a couple of month. I can use my 400.00. When am I going to get it?

As far as your blog goes I get a little nervous when my computer bogs down when I tried to log in. Knowing you and your hacker skills I don’t want to have my computer probed when I log in. So I don’t. I have a clean and fast machine now and I intend to keep it that way.

This will be the last negative letter you will get from me.
From now on nothing but good news.