I do not feel so well today,
my stomach slightly ill.
My heads all fuzzy,
from the long sleepless night.
My heart is still hurting
from holding back tears.
The energy to cry is missing,
hiding deep down
with my guilt and shame.
I don't know what I've done to us,
and I'm scared too much to find out.
Going to the library anyways,
all computers are full;
another omen for me to just wait.
Just wait.
Just wait.
I'll try to take it easy today,
be good to myself as much as I can;
there is no one else who will.
Just sit in the shade and
drink lots of water.
Read an escapist book
and pretend
that she loves me.
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