No will to do-
it's all pointless.
Even if it's not
it still feels like it is.
Waiting...
Just waiting...
Could go visit a friend,
should go work on getting housing,
making my future better,
one step at a time.
The heart is not in it
stomach tells me
I'm wasting my time.
"Just wait, boy, just wait.
There's no point in doing anything."
This is the truth.
Stocks lost
houses burned
everything's lost in the end.
So many people
upset by my "lack of trying."
They do not understand
the pointlessness.
To try
is to die.
All things come to ash.
Acceptance must come-
exhaustion of fighting myself.
Beter to strike specific targets,
when I can,
than waste my energy
swinging
at every ball.
The Life is the Wait.
The sooner I accept this-
the better.
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