Poem: Painful Letters

Why'd you have to send that letter?
To make me think of you.
I was doing just fine
not thinking about you.
Me;
with my fantasies
of your love.
You;
with your
repeated, vehemous, and
startleingly painful denial
of any feelings for me
at all.

But you wrote to me.
You were still thinking about me.

Your words speak meanness,
but your actions give you away...

She wrote to remind me
how much she doesn't care
about me.

That doesn't make sense.

I hope she'll forgive me
for loving her.