Poem: Another Sad Day

Another sad day.
There is no hope for her.
Anger and Pride
Burn in my heart
like lasers.
She should not have
such a powerful effect
on me.
She does.
Heart aching;
I never want to see her again.
Teach her a lesson about
hurt and loneliness.
It will probably pass,
it usually does.
For now a sad day
and nothing to say to her.
I came,
bringing her love
and chocolate ice cream.
I leave,
full of pain, tears,
sadness and ache.
Another poem to say
"I wont go back to her,
not _this_ time. She has finally
abused and disrespected me
for the last time.

*sigh*

Yet even as I write this,
I know it's probably false.
Like a million other Oaths,
this too, will vanish into the air.

Can I be happy without Her?
Goddess I wish it were so.
Tried recently an failed,
maybe the time just wasn't right,
maybe I'll get to try again soon…

But today is a sad day.