Poem: I Wonder

I know what it is like
to love you
But I do not know what it is like
for you to love me.

I try to imagine
what it is like
to be you
loving me
I feel the deepest pain
of longing
and sepparation
You love me so much
it hurts
It makes me want to do
something crazy
like fly out to see you
or fly you out to see me.

It's then that I remember
who i am
and
why I am
and
where I am

You deserve the best
dearest one
and only the best
I am not there yet
but I'm not the right track

So all I can do
is continue to work
on myself
in the hopes that
one day
I will be the person
I know you deserve

In my imagination
you argue with me
telling me that
you already like me
just the way I am
And I know this is true
But for me
that is not enough

Love,
Us.