Poem: I Wish (#2?)

I wish my body felt less pain.
I wish I enjoyed life more.
I wish I had a good childhood
and a family who loved me.
I wish I could stop smoking.
I wish I knew how to cook/eat better.
I wish I had good friends.
I wish I knew how to be a friend.
I wish I felt more loved.
I wish I could meditate better.
I wish I could haxor computorz.
I wish I had graduated from college.
I wish I was initiated into *******.
I wish I felt my Life had meaning.
I wish I had more money.
I wish I wasn't an alcoholic,
codependent, 30-year-old wreck,
I wish my father would admit his wrongs.
I wish I had a nice laptop computer.
I wish I were in Therapy.
I wish I understood Mafick better.
I wish I didn't pee so much.
I wish I didn't have to see so many Doctors
for the rest of my Life.
I wish I had a nicer Home.
I wish I wasn't so emotionally/mentally fucked-up.
I wish I had more fun.
I wish I could help people.
I wish I'd never hurt anyone or anything.
I wish my Lover didn't cry so much.
I wish I were more published.
I wish I ever had a chance.