Ages 0-13: Characterized mainly by terror, misery, anger, frustration, and impotent victimization.
Age 14: First taste of freedom. Happiness, exploration, excitement, love, art, freedom, meditation, magic, friends, life.
Ages 15-16: homelessness, poverty, imprisonment, inforced sepparation from friends and lovers, some experimentation, brief moments of happiness surrounded by uncertainty.
Ages 17-18: Frantic fun, hidden excitement, new friends, exprimentation, magic, lovers, studies, music, gloom, eventual isolation.
Ages 18-25: Deep depression, misery, isolation, running, victimization, poverty, homelessness, substance abuse, scattered crappy jobs, few friends, occational brief lovers, constant fear, repeated loss of freedom, Court.
Ages 25-26: Quiet sadness, vague hopes, studies, new friends, small hidden pleasures, music, constant emotial abuse, proud publications, academic sucess, renewed spiritual persuits, incremental acheivements.
Age 27: Beautiful home, happy studdies, wonderful new friends, occasional lovers, a steady and serious romance, private fears and depression, continued accademic success, increase of spiritual activities, music, writing, new publications, a decent part time job, serious medical complications.
Age 28: Homeless, running, loss of all spirituality, alone and friendless, medically infirmed and highly medicated, poverty, serious depression, substance abuse, no lovers, constant reading, crying, no hope in sight.
Total years alive = 28
Total years happy = 5
Total years sad = 23
Final Result = Life is Pain
just wanted u to know that I am reading.
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