Poem: I Do Get Tired

I do get tired of praying
and being full of hope;
picturing what good's to come
and staying off of dope.

I do get tired of being unique
while others look the same.
Happy in their worlds of love,
but there's no one to blame.

I do get tired of being alone
with famalies all around;
People's laughter, out with friends.
For me there is no sound.

I do get tired of being tired
and thinking all the day;
Filled with longing for my death
is all I have to say.