It's no wonder I have spent so much time:
Driven to Distraction.
In the spiral of time
I find my compulsions
(The women, the books, the substances)
Leading back to the same source:
Pain.
I have lived with it for years now,
have become adapted,
used to it.
I've dealt with my pain,
through diversion,
these years.
Throwing my all
into a new crush
or passion...
This method no longer serves me,
so well,
now that I see it in the light.
I would like to be free of physical pain.
I would like it very much.
My consciousness feels like a pin ball.
Constantly bouncing from one point
to the next.
At a moments notice,
from pain
to pleasure.
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